Update from down post

I am who I am but who are you?! I consider myself very rich in wholeness, my mind, heart, spirit feel them grow as One. If I dont see people doesnt mean I cant feel them. But it would be nice to see them to give me certainty that you are the one in One. Might seem incredible but the One is in you too but dont realize...so...follow the Way! Packington's  pound would be very nice as middle age background music or some jousting cavalry song -Rokatanc or  Sebestyen Tinodi, or Alfonso El Sabio -Como Poden Per sas Culpas or any introduction up to romantic ones! PS. Just a standard member and cant interaction unless we have a career together in same field and I am hired, get it?! I worked my ass off on bench faculty to be successful now! It is to accept me as I am or we are doomed! I will ultimately take hikes to parks and maybe have a peek at embassy. Who knows, maybe a refugee I will become, maybe marriage will happen but with another country! I promise I will only marry you if you prayed for me in childhood...I cant marry someone out of faith because I feel you more, I feel someone protecting us two. I had a dream and Jesus spoke...: No contact but couldnt believe it since the dream was at 4:30 AM. But my will respects purity and it îs nurtutring stronger feelings that way! We are One ! Inima mea te are in veghe! Voi ierta pe toti, nu voi judeca, dar spatiul meu privat/persoana mea nu este iertare si lipsa de judecata, ci curatenia sufletului pentru aceea care merita! P.S.: Ma simt aiurea online, dar in realitate sunt in multe feluri. Cine nu ma cunoaste ma considera rau, vad ratiunea mea ca agresiune si bunatatea si bunul gand drept prostie, dar viata ii lamureste pe fiecare cum sta treaba. Vad bucuria si istetimea mea drept amenintari, toti ma vad adversar. Biblia , Dumnezeu, Iisus avea dreptate, adversari va faceti cu totii in interesele voastre toate! Intoarceti-va din calea voastra! Alegeti Calea...Adevarul si Viata! , Iisus cu adevărat a grăit cand a profetit si am facut partial as spune. Oare care este destinul meu nu stiu, nici al tau! Visez la Iubire medievala! Muzica adevarata sta și in Mirela Atudorei cu multe alte melodii ale cântăreței! Îmi plăcea folk și indie la chitara și muzica medievala, iar ea combina perfect elementele in piesa "Iubire Medievală" in care îmi imaginez acele lucruri din versurile cântate! "Lume, lume" e alta melodie cântată live fără cusur! I am going to Baptize soon but I don't know if Orthodox Church does it for a fee or free. So I am going to put a letter everywhere for my intention explaining my situation and hopefuly someone accepting me. I will try both ways written letter and online letter and maybe speaking with someone from a close church. I am not going to lie. I've seen things, dreamt, revelations from mind and sky, people call it divinity. I've told many people this in my primary school, highschool, university even. Among them there were only two people who prayed for me and I felt them telepathicaly, one person instantly, the other I felt at home. Both persona called me by my old slavic name God's gift. I had always felt the librarian following from primary to highschool or how I predicted pharmacy rise over other medecine disciplines. How I would storytell about that if I was invited...to church! My mind is full of ideas that can take shape in the future or right now! I even predicted Stela Popescu eye symptoms betraying some neural, alzheimer or tumoral disease affecting her! I really read her eyes and your eyes in that moment of undilligent passing...You were into me and I couldn't believe my eyes. But my courtesy was too much for your heart to bear home or was it all full stack you wished?! I know what it means that full stack and it might corrupt heart and can't stand with people corrupt of heart. We might depart within a thought if our prejudice comes about and our soul isn't put into motion by emotion and ideas. Ide-Russian word for moving, having a itinerary, libra-freedom of(thought), Imagination- composed of "I" "magi" "nation", Order-light, persistence into making all above in those limits of divine law that really have something to offer.